I just wanna make somebody happy.
In a sexual way. In a non-sexual way.
I just wanna see them smile when they look at me, and have them caress me, and have them tell me that I’m special.
I wanna satiate somebody’s thirst. I want to make them feel the joy I feel when I’m around them.
I want to wipe their tears on the bad days, and laugh until we’re sore on the good.
I want to feel safe in their arms, and I want them to feel loved in mine.
I thought I had that, but I guess I wasn’t enough.
I just want to be in love again.
I’m just starting to believe that my bitterness is seeping into my soul too much, and I won’t be able to feel love anymore after a while. I can feel myself becoming…less. I can feel myself becoming apathetic, and uncaring.